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Dear God,
Thursday, December 2, 2010 @ 7:42 AM
Dera god, My life is becoming like a roller coaster ride. Hmm, when i wanna be happy, Sadnees will come for sure. When i wanna be sad, No one dares to make me down or even make me think about something. Hmm, I dont care what blog im using or what link im using. Cause everyone cann change their mind. Like how you used to do it. & Now, Its up to me wheather I want to hate you or not. Ouh come on lah. This is my life. No matter how far you wanna push me away or no matter how hard you wanna make me hate you, It will ever happen. & I know you know that. You have tried. But try harder next time.(: You're just wasting your time dude. Because the decision is for me & only me to decide it. Hmm, Maybe who knows, One day, It is not me that's gonna hate you, You are the one that is gonna hate me first by saying all the negative stuff about me. You know what i mean? Jyeah. Haha. Ouh, Or maybe you did hate me already? Mane tau ya? Hmm, But who cares, This is about me and not you. Im sure you're a lucky guy because I'm not that type that's gonna take revenge or do something stupid. I dont even want to wait for karma to hits you. I say all this not to make you please with me or what ehhh, Its for me to let you know that you're just wasting your time Making me to hate you. If you want it so much, I think you need to wait. Be patient a lil cann? It will takes time & it will come naturally You know? So Yeah, Bersabar yelah sala satu hukum iman...... Kay, whatever. I should not talk crap here. Hmm, kay, I know you're over me & I get that. Okay, Now its my turn. You have already turned me be like this, let me love you and stuff and now you want me to be back like the old me. Woah, Its hard you know, at least its easier for you cause you're just like you. My life changed because of you and you want me to change it back. (; I will try my best aite. Hahaha, But it will takes time, Dont rush me. Its my life & not yours. (: You're not part of it anymore & you cant change it too. So, whatever it is, I wish you all the best In life (:
I will always pray For you&your family for the best (:
Labels: NoMatterWhatYouDoYouJustCantChangeMyMind
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