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Near to you im healing but its taking so long.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011 @ 8:52 PM
 Dear all (: Hmm, I didnt go school today. Actually, i am not sick or whatever, But actually i dont feel like facing the reality, i dont why, seriously. I dont wanna see sad faces in school and i just cant put a smile on my face like last time. Im tired of everything. EVERYTHING. I dont know why, but i just cant hate this person. This particular person. Honestly, All this while, ive been lying to lots of people. And even myself. "im over him" "im Okay" " I hate him" This are all fucking lies. I dont know i just feel like letting it out here, cause i know, No one will read this. But who cares, im just stating the facts. Hmm, I dont really care who he actually love now, cause i just want him to be happy. But, knowing that he cried&sad all this while. My heart ache. WHY? Why cant i stop caring to the person that hate me so much. Hate me for who i am? Why I just cant stop thinking? Please, i beg you to be happy and smile like you always do. Eventhough, it hurts to see that you're okay but im not, but when you're happy, Im happy too, you see. Life was so far so hard, i dont have the energy to be strong like i always do. Im not the person who you used to know. Ive changed. But now, all i really want is to smile. Please? The real one and not FAKE. I just knew, all my past relationship with him, he dont really love me like how he love that someone. Labels: Stop hoping. |
