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Hate that i love you.
Friday, April 1, 2011 @ 6:54 AM
  Dear all, Im really very very tired. I dont know why, Its really very hard, tiring but i gotta go on and follow the flow of my life. Dang it, Im not sure why im always down every single shit of my day. But i also had my my Awesome time with my clique and my close friends my hyper&happy moment, They never fails to make my day. It's not that im a unhappy person i just tired of the same routine and people and the bullshit they bring in.  Peoples who never fails to make my dayyyy! :D   HEHEHE <3 Gosh, it was never easy for me to forget you. You left, you distant yourself from me, You, thinking that it will be easier to me to forget you, it got harder. I myself also thought it was going to be easy yet i caught myself thinking of you at times i know i should not be doing it. How i wish everything was like before. if we could turn time back i would definitle cherish you and never choose the route of leaving you. Because i love you, i love you more than you can imagine. You mean way too much in my life. i used to thought i can live without a person like you, because you dont even care or bother. Ive decided to be independant and live myself. Ive made the decision to never turn back. And, Just because we're not close anymore doesn't mean I don't care about you. i still care, is just that it happens to many and i'm numb towards it. I know how to deal with such heart break. That's pretty much a lie. I just want to see you happy everyday even if it's with someone else and i really hope, One day, Someone will come along and pick me up from the mess im in. Finally, i just wanna say i never once regret anything in life. idk why but, It just happened that way. For once, i thought you care, but then i realised it was just my imagination. Labels: Just because i'm used to it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt anymore |
