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My clique is not really a clique. My friends is not a real friends either.
Sunday, April 24, 2011 @ 12:30 AM
  Anyong poeple! :D Today is sunday? Damn, Haiyomakkk, tomorrow schooling :( Haizzz, Ouh yeah, I've been missing someone. Like so damn badly.This is the first time, i miss some one like crazy :( Damn, I miss texting & talking to my chargerrrrrrrr! :( Fuck sia, Why am i so stupid that period of time to stop contacting him? Why? O.o I have wasted my chance. Ouh, maybe its just me. Yeah, Im tired of everything and i just stopped texting him just like that. Yeah, Actually not just me, he have his own problems too that particular time. Haizz, Damn. No, i aint gonna make the first move and tell him i miss him. No, i will not. Cause he always the one that will make the first move. Yeah, but it will never happen again cause Someone just replaced me. Tskkkkkk :/ Why you even bother to text me that time when you knew you gonna say goodbye? Why make me fall for you when you didn't mean it?  And yes, this is my Study date girls yawww, we always study at night at tamp mart :D Awesome awesome dates with them, hahaha. Gonna study with them again next weekends!^^ They have always make my day.  I know its random, Like out of sudden You're just my text buddy, But err. Hmm, maybe it's just a lil crush., yes, Just a lil crush.  Sometimes, I just dont get it. I dont get what my friends really want from me. Why treat me so good when they want something from me and treat me like hell when they dont need me that particular moment? And, just because of one pathetic small book, that was planned BY ME you wanna treat me like i was the only one that was at fault. Eh , come on girl, People said you are matured but at some point, but why dont you proved to us that you are? Come on uh, Since when we called each other bestfriend. We only called each other as goodfriend or maybe JUST A CLIQUE. But our clique is not really a clique. Our clique is just someone or people that we hang out with but we didnt share almost everything to all of us. true? That's why i said, We're not even bestfriends. not even close. You called us FUCKING SAINT? Ouh damn, Gosh, we didnt even insult you till like that do you know that? Who are you to called us such word? our quick judgments, exchanging sarcastic glances, our narsassistic ways. Tsssk, You're not alone lah, Everyone felt the same way as you. MAYBE WORSER. Just because of this small little pathetic book you wanna react as if we insult you upside down no! we didnt okayy. We have our own limits. And you said we didnt care? Pffffft, So much for caring about you the other time, so much for giving you chances. If we dont care, we might as well give the book WITHOUT YOUR ENTRIES.Right? We gave you chances, and what more do you want from us, or maybe just me? I really dont understand you. Seriously.  I Seriously dont know who's gonna out there for me. Maybe No one. Luckily, I have learnt to be independant. To know what is right and wrong and when to stop or continue. All thanks to my charger that give me encouragement to move on in life. Even without him now, I know how to be strong. His words still running thru my mind. Yes, i gotta be strong. Labels: maybe its gonna be different this time. |
