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Happy moments.
Monday, May 23, 2011 @ 1:34 AM
 Happy gay day :) Hmm, basically today its the 23rd of may and yeah its gay day! Hahaha I Fucking miss guiding so much and my gay friends of course. Yes, we are gay, i mean not that gay gay but yeah, Just gay :) Haha, Yeah, i forgot today its the day because lots of things going thru my mind. Yeahh, everyone have their own problem right? Hmm, I just wanna sit with you girls during recess one day and share our dirty lil secret, I fucking miss you people :( Its been a long time since i share things with you girls and laughing like theres tomorrow. haissss :( Ouh damn~ I hope, This friday after the interview, We go out somewheree yawwwww~ Kay, Thats it, everyone is busy with their own things, yeah me too actually :/  Syanalifaaz? Hah, Hah, Honestly, Its weird typing that name already. I dont know why its just weird. Maybe it doesnt even exist anymore? :/ Im not sure yeah. But, do you girls remember when is the last outing we went out together? The seven of us? I guess you girls dont even remember, cause honestly, i dont :/ Seriously, I dont know why, Not to over react or something, Its just too weird to hang out with you people. I know you girls feels the same way too right? The awkwardess? Haisssh, I dont know what else to say. Sometimes, if i wanna tweet something referring to one person, The other person terase, and everything caused misunderstanding. Yeah, Maybe some part of it is my fault. To tweet what im not supposed to tweet. But then, Its just my feeling right? If you think my actions was wrong, i apologise. I dont know what else to say, but i know i put in some efforts to talk to you girls but nothing work out. Kay then fine, Maybe its not the right time ehh? o.O To that someone ; I guess you know who im referring to right? yes its you, If you trease, then maybe its you? Hah, I dont know what else to do with you? To talk, to text or to what? Ive tried yaknow? But whats wrong? I dont know what i did wrong but why out of sudden you gave me that attitude? Damn, Im just fucking lost sia. Clueless of whats going on, I thought we are cool that friday but maybe its just.... I dont know :( Im not sure yeahhh, haissh. Thought you ganna treat me the same? Its weird to see you in class and we, not talking to each other? Weird much? Maybe its not the right time for us to be back again, like how we used to eh? Time heals, So i guess im just gonna follow the flow. I apologise for my mistakes if thers any. Im sorry. I dont know why, I fucking cried cause of memories. The Past with my friends and stuff. I know im not supposed to look back, but i just did. I fucking miss my past, eventhough some part is a lil bit complicating. But yahhh. And now my family was being a bitch. Hate this moments, I hope i can enjoy much more in the future without getting hurt. Enough is enough, i had enough from getting hurt. Thanks for making my life miserable. Fugg my life seriously. Ouh manxzzz, Life like this. I miss my happy moments :( Yes, I can be happy in the outside, but no one know what im feeling deep down my heart. Labels: Fugg |
